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First and foremost, Casey this is not directed towards you. You know, I think yesterday, Thurday the 18th, was the worst Jam Night I've ever been to. Not because of what happened, but because of what didn't happen. Thanks for the gifts, they were nice. But they don't make up for anything. I guess I'm more hurt than anything. I mean if you don't want to do something, then don't tell me you're going to. Yes, I'm feeling a little burned right now. I've said over and over tha I didn't care about my birthday, but I do. Yeah everybody came out, that was nice, it made me happy. But what made me feel like shit was when Amber's birthday was not a month later, and look at the party you threw for her. Look at what you did for Ronda's. I bent over backwards and stuck my head up my ass to help some of you and this is what i get in return. I know i must sound like some kind of a b**ch or something, but I'm hurt. Really hurt. All I did was ask you all to come out on Sunday to help me celebrate our anniversary, and funny enough no one could find a babysitter. It seems to me no matter what happend you were there for everyone else's shit, nothing for my birthday, and nothing for Jeremie and I's anniversary. Thanks a lot. I'm sorry i'm not part of the Bellville-Lexington gang, my bad. but i don't really care right now. you people hurt me. And you wonder why I'm with Felicia all the time. Maybe because she's a good influence, maybe because she cares about me, or that she helps me help myself instead of trying to bring me down. She makes me see the brighter side of things, no matter what the situation. She has been a god send in my life. I thank God for her every day. the last thing i have to say is Jeremie was right.

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This is where I vent! This is my page where I vent all my anger and everything else like that. If I don't like something here's the place to find out about it. And trust me, with everything that's been going on in my life, this will be a big page.
		Here's what I think First and foremost, Casey this is not directed towards you. You know, I think yesterday, Thurday the 18th, was the worst Jam Night I've ever been to. Not because of what happened, but because of what didn't happen. Thanks for the gifts, they were nice. But they don't make up for anything. I guess I'm more hurt than anything. I mean if you don't want to do something, then don't tell me you're going to. Yes, I'm feeling a little burned right now. I've said over and over tha I didn't care about my birthday, but I do. Yeah everybody came out, that was nice, it made me happy. But what made me feel like shit was when Amber's birthday was not a month later, and look at the party you threw for her. Look at what you did for Ronda's. I bent over backwards and stuck my head up my ass to help some of you and this is what i get in return. I know i must sound like some kind of a b**ch or something, but I'm hurt. Really hurt. All I did was ask you all to come out on Sunday to help me celebrate our anniversary, and funny enough no one could find a babysitter. It seems to me no matter what happend you were there for everyone else's shit, nothing for my birthday, and nothing for Jeremie and I's anniversary. Thanks a lot. I'm sorry i'm not part of the Bellville-Lexington gang, my bad. but i don't really care right now. you people hurt me. And you wonder why I'm with Felicia all the time. Maybe because she's a good influence, maybe because she cares about me, or that she helps me help myself instead of trying to bring me down. She makes me see the brighter side of things, no matter what the situation. She has been a god send in my life. I thank God for her every day. the last thing i have to say is Jeremie was right.